Then I got a really comprehensive intro to luminescent (and flat) watercolor, from Dion Dior's Mastering Twinks courses, parts 1 and 2 (still not finished 2).
Dion also gave us a taste of mixed media, which hooked me even further. Since I am an art supply junkie, I really had to take hold of myself.
I found that often when I sat down to my art table I wasted the time completely. Too many choices had me spinning in the middle. I also always pressured myself to make pieces that were presentable enough to post. I never just played, unless it was to practice.
A couple of weeks ago, I had a very traumatic experience, that left me with nightmares, and a terror of the dark. I remembered how my Dad used to come and comfort me as a child, after a nightmare. In moments like that, moments of closeness and affection, he called me Liza.
In my darkness, art was out of the question, until I got thinking about who I was and how I felt when I was "Liza". Liza knew how to play, knew how to have fun.
So, since I was feeling too challenged to play, I tried to get into the headset of "Liza", and let that child in me play. I explored gel sticks (Faber Castell's "kids" line of gelatos), and had an absolute ball.
From now on, you will see my art signed, "Liza", for that part of me is the fearless, try anything twice, growing artist.
When dealing with the fear of the dark, etc., these are two of the pieces that came out of my "Liza" mindset. You will see that they look somewhat juvenile, but I had a ball doing them. The nightmares slowed down after these:
|Banishing the Darkness (Chasing away the black butterfly).|
|Night is not dark It's SPARKLY|
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